Saturday, March 25, 2017

Birthright

I often wonder--
after all these years--
if the blood has dried up
yet.

San Juan,
You will never meet martyrdom.
The Rich Port,
is still owned.

The country that rules you
will not pay for you.
Nor will they accept you.
Nor will they cut the
umbilical cord.

Were they there when the hurricanes 
touched down?

No.

Did they see when the storm brought water
and winds
and wrecked crops
and shook concrete houses?

No. 

Did they see Carmen's 
childhood home
torn away?
The stone foundation
weeping 
in the mud.

No. 
They didn't. 

Nor were they there to rebuild 
anything.

But they took, 
and took,
and took,

and gave 
nothing but grief.

Falling cane,
and raising cane.

And they poured sugar
in their coffee.

They poured sugar
on their corn flakes.

They poured sugar 
in their tea.

They poured sugar
into their cake mix.

And the sugar cubes 
fell like Domino's.

Sugar 
makes blood
look pink.

So pink 
that the rich
mistake it 
for Himalayan 
salt.

But the calloused hands 
know the truth.

The worried mothers
and the children 
without shoes
know the truth.

The sugar
is anything 
but sweet.






Thursday, March 2, 2017

Harness

Just harness it.
Yes,
the job sucks. 
Yes,
you are broke.
Yes,
the bills are piling up.
Yes,
the car needs work.
Yes,
the house needs work.
Yes, 
the rent is due.
Yes, 
the fights have gotten worse.
Yes,
the panic attacks are getting worse.
Yes,
each morning starts with anxiety.
Yes,
you forget to even the simplest of tasks.
Yes,
it's the third day that you've had this headache.

But...

You're so close...

Keep pushing.
Harness the bullshit.
Your dreams are slowly becoming a reality.
They--
           Your heroes--
Said that it would be like this.

Listen to them.

You won't be happy doing anything else.

Ride this wave to shore.

Harness this, dammit.

It's way too late to stop.